One Winter Evening [Christmas Special Part 1]

I waited to hear Ash call me up to the front...
"Okay guys, now that you guys are all here, Misty and I have an announcement." Ash said to all of us. I soon stood up next to Ash to explain...
"So... You know how everyone in Kanto is usually cramped in there houses during the winter? Well... Ash and I have made a solution for us to get out and have fun." I explained
"We... are... going to a Winter Resort at Mount Silver!!!" he blurted out
"REALLY!? I've always wanted to go to Mt. Silver!" Gary responded
"Yeah! Isn't that where the very first Pokemon Master died?" Dawn asked
"Yeah. Some people say that they think he's alive!" Blue remarked
"Well... We'll find out! Come on, let's pack!"
So we all got our stuff ready and had Delia drop us off. It was a really nice resort. It had a huge fountain in the front... and the resort looked like it was five stars. I was shocked that Ash could even afford that place... Even inside was magnificent... Inside it had a huge chandelier with a little lounge in front. There were a lot of people in there... More fancy people...

"Wow Ash... You really outdid yourself this year. REALLY." May murmured
"I kind of agree myself..." he responded while looking around

So we got to the front, and the butlers brought us to our rooms. Since we had to many people, we had to share rooms. So I have a room with Dawn, Iris, May, and Blue. And Paul has a room with Ash, Gary, Drew, and Cilan. 
OMG! Our rooms were awesome. It had 5 beds! At least we didn't have to share beds...
And it had a mini fridge and had a HD T.V. What's a hotel without a mini fridge? I mean seriously... This day couldn't get any better. Just imagine what will happen while we're here...

  

Another Update!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

It's gonna be awesome!
I'm gonna do a Christmas Special with all shippings COMBINED!!!


That's right! Pokeshipping, Contestshipping, Ikarishipping, and others!

I'll let you in on a little secret... Kri, (Colorguardgirlie1996), helped me fix my Windows Movie Maker (kinda)!!! So I'm gonna start making my fan fictions on Youtube!!! On my blog also... but some stuff like "Mentally and Physically" are gonna be on Youtube. YAY!  

OH IT'S GONNA BE BEAUTIFUL.


I'll do that happy dance for you again.
Anyways... You can give me ideas in the comments area down here. (Ehem... Not Maritza)LOL JK..
So... remember the last post when I said my music teacher Ms. Hater made me write 100 lines saying *I will not disturb class*? Well I didn't even go to school... So TAKE THAT MS. HATER! That's why I finished my Contestshipping story so quickly...
So just a reminder, NO HATERS COMMENTS! OR THIS WILL HAPPEN.


OKAY! I need to get out of here... I'm afraid that I'll waste my life writing random crap when I could be eating Yakisoba. SO BYE!!!

A Contestshipping Story

We were just best friends. What's wrong with best friends? 
But our friends were constantly making us uncomfortable, and it annoyed the heck out of us. Even though we knew it was true.

"Drew, do you want a drink?" I asked 
"...Uh... No thanks. I'm good..." he said while looking at the ground
"Are you okay? You've been acting weird." 
"May, I'm fine... It's just our annoying friends are really-" 
"Annoying? Yeah... I know..." I answered for him
"Why can't they accept the fact the we're just friends? I mean... I know the same happened with Ash and Misty, but their not gonna hook us up like they did with them two." 
"Yeah... I guess..." I replied
"What do you mean by I guess?" 

At that moment, my heart started to pound. I'm glad I didn't answer the question due to my phone ringing. It was Misty... 

"Yeah?" 
"Hey! Where are you? You were suppose to meet Ash, Gary, Dawn, the others and I at the movies. You and Drew are the only ones that haven't come yet." Misty yelled
"I know... I'll be there in a moment. Drew is at my place right now."
" Well hurry up and stop making out with him. Your late."

"Hmph... For your information, he's trying to find his jacket." 

"Mist! Come on! We're gonna miss the movie!" Ash yells in the background
"Okay!" Misty yells, "May, I gotta go... HURRY UP! Bye!"

Ugh... Even my closest friend keeps annoying me about it. I guess I might as well ignore it for now...
So we made our way to the movie theater and saw Ash sitting on the ground with his hand on his chin waiting for us. He looked annoyed.

"Took you guys long enough..." Ash mumbled, "I missed like 15 minutes of the movie!" 
"Sorry... Drew took a long time to find his jacket." I told Ash
"Yeah... Sorry." Drew responded

We went into the movie to see all our friends with their boyfriends/girlfriends...
Ash sat with Misty, Dawn sat with Paul, Zoey was with Kenny, Red was with Yellow, and Gary was with Blue. The only ones that weren't in a relationship was Drew, Lucas, Brendan and I.
I kinda like Brendan, but we don't see him that much. So I won't take that risk...
The movie we were watching was a horror... as usual. It was that movie called Don't Look Under The Bed or something... It was pretty scary. Enough to scare Red and Gary. And a lot scarier than The Poltergeist. So I tried to enjoy it even though I was terrified...
I was sitting next to Drew and Brendan. I jumped up and landed on Brendan a few times, but I think he was enjoying it. Every time I'd do that, he'd smile and Drew would look at me in disgust.   
  Well, the movie ended and we all sat near the bathrooms waiting for our friends to come out.

"I like that part in the movie when the-" Yellow said before getting interrupted
"Hey Hey Hey... Stop before May jumps into my arms again..." Brendan said as he smirked at me
"The movie is over, genius... She not going to *Jump* in your arms again." Drew says sternly
"Jealous much?"
"NO!" Drew said as he stood up
"Whoa! No reason to get so mad, Drew." Ash said while sitting Drew back down
 "Get over it, Drew. Stop worrying about May if you don't like her, got it?" Paul yelled
"SHUT UP PAUL! I DON'T NEED YOUR ADVICE!" Drew yelled
"I'm so sick of all of you pressuring May and I, now you finally got me pissed! You guys think that pressuring us like this doesn't bother us? Well it does!"
"You know, there's no reason to get so upset..." Dawn exclaimed
"Yeah... and we're only encouraging you guys, not pressuring." Ash added 
"That's what you think." Drew mumbled back

It was all pretty awkward between all of us... We were all silent on our way home. Especially Drew and I. We had just got into a short argument about whether Drew and I should get together. Why wouldn't we be uncomfortable around each other?
Well, the silence didn't last long... I guess Drew was eager to say something.

"Guys, do you really understand what kind of situation you put May and I into?" he asked everyone
"No one really cares..." Paul said under his breath
"Paul! Stop being a jerk!" Dawn yelled
"I'm sorry Drew... We didn't really know how much you were bothered by that." Misty explained
"Yeah, but I still don't think we did anything wrong." Ash mumbled
"Well you did."
"But we-" Ash said before getting interrupted
"YOU DID!" Drew said as he shoved Ash
"DREW?! Why are you so angry?" I yelled in frustration

Ash tried to shove him back but Misty didn't let him. That's when Drew started running towards him. He put up his fist and swung it towards Ash. Instead of hitting Ash, it hit Misty and she quickly fell onto Ash's chest.

"You hurt my girlfriend, idiot!" Ash screamed, "Mist, you okay?" 

I saw the look in Drew's eyes. He had a scared expression on his face... He looked at his hand, then looked at Misty. He saw the blood beneath her nose as Ash comforted her in concern. 
His scared expression then turned into a frustrated one.

"Misty, I-I'm sorry... I didn't k-know what I was thinking." Drew mumbled
"I'm just so... frustrated. I don't know what's wrong with me..."

I started to see him clenching his fist. It looked like he was about to cry...

"You know what, I can't do this anymore... I just can't. You want the truth, I'll give the truth. MAY! I... I LIKE YOU, OKAY? DID THAT MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY?" Drew yelled
 "I-I gotta g-go..."

He ran off leaving us to care for our hurt friend. Wow, Drew must have punched her hard... She was bleeding a lot. I was shocked that he had actually said that... But none of that mattered at that time. We had Misty to worry about...

THAT NIGHT...

I was still thinking about Drew and what he had said. It shocked me... Just knowing that he had said that. All this time I've been friends thinking that he would never EVER say that. That means... I just wasted almost 2 years of being friends with him. We could have been a couple! So instead of spending the night a Misty's place with everyone else, I walked to Drew's place.
When I got there, all his lights were off except his little lamp he has in his room. I knocked really hard on his door. I saw his shadow walking past the window in his room. I hope he was okay... 
He opened the door and looked at me with his drowsy eyes. They were red... Like he had been crying.

"Hey Drew... Can I come in?" I asked with a smile
"Whatever..." he mumbled
"Actually speak to me, Drewfus." I said while smiling
"I don't appreciate the nickname, May." 

Drew sat down on the couch while staring at the unplugged T.V.
I sat across from him, but he didn't pay any attention to me. That's when I knew I had to go to Plan B. 
I got up and sat close to him... Really close. He quickly turned around and started blushing. 

"W-What are you doing!?" 
"Trying to speak to you! And I guess this is the only way!"
"What do you want!" 
"Do you actually like me? Or did you do that to just please everyone?" I asked
"I'm not gonna answer that..." he responded
"Please! I need to know! I'll accept it if you say yes!"
"Okay fine... I did... mean it. OKAY?" Drew yelled


"May, you okay?" he said while jumping up
"Couldn't be better!" I said with a huge smile on my face
"I wouldn't trade you for the world!"
"Are you saying!?"
"YUP!"

THE END.

Computer Issues/Writers Block

Sorry I've been taking so long to make my Contestshipping story... It might delay due to computer issues.

I've also been having a lot of writers block... UGH! Stupid school... I have to write 100 lines to my music teacher for no specific reason. Her name is Ms. Love.... IKR! You'd expect your teacher to have a different name when she's worked in Juvenal Hall. I call her Ms. Hate behind her back sometimes. But, I know I have to respect my teachers... THAT'S JUST HOW I ROLE!

I actually look like this. But older and not as... chinky...Well... anyway! I just came to tell you that I'm gonna be lagging on my stories due to Ms. Hate.    

And due to all my stupid homework and all that...

OH YEAH!!! Almost forgot...

Remember how I said I'll kill you with a teddy bear in my last post? Well, my friend Maritza made it sound retarded... which it is. So I found a better way to murder you. (If you leave a haters comment)

I almost forgot to tell you I'm in Martial Arts... SO WATCH OUT POKESHIPPING HATERS.

ps.

Have you noticed how much blood is in this post? It's sickening...

I guess Maritza's "death life" is rubbing off on me. Wait...

AHHHHHH!!!!! 

Update!!!

HAPPY POKESHIPPING DAY!!!

Sorry I didn't post it the actual day. I was working on my continuous story “Competition.”

(Pokeshipping Day is November 7^th by the way…)

So anyways… I’m gonna start with other stories like Contestshipping and a couple others… It’s gonna be SUPER AWESOME!

 

I seriously don’t want to do shippings of Ash and May or Ash and Dawn… I might if someone asks… but as long no one is asking me, I’m gonna do stories about May and Drew, Dawn and Paul, Ash and Misty, etc… You okay with that? Good. Cuz I'm not gonna deal with haters...kaykay?

If you ever post a haters comment, I swear… I will murder you…

In a violent way. LIKE THIS.

 

Well it’s kinda violent.

Throwing a teddy bear is as violent as I can get…

ANYWAYS...  

I'm gonna start doing Contestshipping!!! 

So get used to it!!! I’m only doing three Contestshipping stories… So get used to that also!!! Anyways… Happy Thanksgiving! And PEACE OUT!

 

NO ROOM FOR HATERS. NOW BYE.

Sorry if the moving pics annoy you... I've recently gotten addicted to them...

Mentally and Physically [Part 8]

I sat on the emergency bed and waited for them to finish wrapping up my hip and arm. It hurt... I had stitches put in. Nothing too serious. I was just happy I didn't have to spend the night in any hospital that night. 
I came out of the room with Ash waiting for me to come out okay. When he saw me, he jumped up and hugged me.

"Ouch!" I mumbled
"Oh... Sorry. I was just worried." Ash told me
"Yeah... A LOT." Iris added
"A lot? More like too much." Cilan continued
"OKAY! We get it. I worry about my best friend. Why can't I?"
"You can... That's why your my best friend. Like you said awhile back, I don't think it was just a coincidence that we met each other. Even when you'd tick me off from time to time like when you stole my bike, we always stayed friends..." I said with the softest voice.
"Heh... I remember when I said that." he said
"Mist, I need to talk to you."

He brought me to the other side of the waiting room. Ash sat me down and stared at me with his serious face he gave me at the mental hospital. Right away, I knew what he was gonna talk to me about...
"Mist... Can I believe you anymore?" Ash asked
"Of course you can! Ash, please believe me when I say I am not suicidal!" I yelled back at him
"...Mist... Tell me why your doing this. I can't trust you til you tell me."
"Ugh... Your the reason Ash."
"Uh?" 
I continued
"You were the best thing that's ever happened to me, Ash. And when you left, you left me all alone. With no one... I felt like you didn't want anything to do with me. I didn't care if you stole my bike and trashed it. You'll always be the person I loved the most."
I cried... Wait. DID I JUST SAY THAT!?
"Mist... Did you just say-" he said while being interrupting 
"Y-Yeah..." I said with regret 


"W-What was that for?" I asked
"What do you think?" Ash responded back

My heart started to pound. Did he just say I love you too? He grabbed my hand and leaned in to kiss me on my cheek. I didn't let him though... What person kisses their friend on the CHEEK? So I had a change of plans. I moved his head over a little.



"M-Misty..." he said in shock

I giggled in response. I smiled as Iris and Cilan looked at me then looked at Ash. He smiled back at me and grabbed my hand. He leaned in again, but I stopped him. Instead, I pulled him over to the wall so his friends wouldn't stare at us. It was kinda awkward, but it was also the best day of my life...

Mentally and Physically [Part 7]

I was depressed, alone, and most of all... suicidal. This place not only changed me, it gave me no meaning to live. I was actually threatening to kill myself. I had the dagger against my throat getting ready to pull it across my neck when Dawn came in.

"Misty! What are you doing!?" she yelled as she swiped it out of my hand
"Trying to get out of here the easy way!" I screamed in response

Those words... Those words that Dawn said to me when I first met her... Those words that I thought I would never say. What happened to me? I thought I didn't belong here... Maybe Daisy and Lilly were right about my *problems*...

"Misty... Don't do what I did. I know this place changes you, but you have to embrace it." she said
"I can't handle it here anymore! This place doesn't help you with your problems, it actually GIVES you problems.." I cried out to her

This place was slowly killing me... Ash is gone, his friends think I'm crazy, and now Dawn thinks I'm crazy...  I just didn't want to be here anymore...

                  WITH ASH...

"Ash, why is that girl in a mental hospital?" Iris asked

"She was accused of being suicidal... but she's not." he said with a glare in eyes

"Then why don't you bail her out?" Cilan asked

"I don't decide it. It's not like jail, it's a hospital... I'm afraid that she'll never get out of that place." he responded while clenching his fist

"Do you want to go back? We can if we want to..." 

He broke down... tears started to pour down his face and he pulled his hair out of frustration.

"Please... I need to make sure she's o-okay." he cried

"I already lost someone else... someone... that I loved. I can't lose my best friend..." he said

Flashback...

 

I was still in my room with Dawn... I was determined to get that dagger back. So I tackled her for it. I grabbed it right out of her hand and pointed it my way. Dawn was yelling at me... Telling me that it's not the right thing to do. I didn't care. Who wants me? Oh that's right, NO ONE. I had the knife right in the center of my chest preparing for the worst. That's when a doctor walked in. He tried to grab the knife, but I slapped him and ran out of my room. I knew that if they caught me, I'd be in trouble... So I kept running. The guards near front door caught my arm, but I strangled free. I ran out with the guards chasing me. I was running... I wanted to end things before I got caught, so I got the knife... and started cutting my wrist. It hurt, but it didn't hurt as much as being in that place. The guards stopped running out of exhaustion and let me run. So I did...

I was free. Free of doctors. Free...

I kept running til all I could see behind me was the road and trees. I tripped and cut my self with the knife on accident, but I kept walking. I kept walking til I couldn't even walk. I had stabbed myself in my leg. I fell to the ground and just laid there. It was a small cut, but it was kinda deep. As soon as I laid down, a car came down the road passing me by. It quickly stopped making a loud screeching sound. Who would want to save me? 

I couldn't see, my vision was blurry... and to top it off, it was dark and cold outside.

But I knew who it was. It was Ash... He came back for me? 

"Mist!? Oh no... What happened?" he yelled 

I couldn't speak... All I could do was show him the knife I had in my hand. He looked at me then looked away. He looked disappointed, like I failed him. I did, but I never wanted to. 

"Hold on Mist, I'm gonna bring you to the emergency."

"I-I d-don't want to go b-back." I mumbled 

"O-Okay, we're not gonna go back there." he responded back

If you don't speak Spanish, it says

"Our paths crossed that day... and since then, they never divided.

TO BE CONTINUED...    

Mentally and Physically [Part 6]

It took us another hour to get back to the hospital I call a home. My heart started pounding as I saw the look on Iris and Cilan's face when they saw that I was in a Mental Hospital. My eyes were welling up as the car stopped. I would have to leave my Best Friend...

"Well... Bye Mist..." Ash said with a depressed look on his face
"B-Bye... Will you come visit me?" I asked
"I doubt it. My extra credit is done... But I'll try. I promise..." 

By that time, I started to feel tears slowly making it's way down my face. I didn't want to go back in there. Why would a completely normal person want to go back in a completely insane asylum? I know your thinking I'm over doing it with the whole *Asylum* thing, but you have no idea what it's like in there...
I quickly jumped and hugged Ash as he got out of the car. He put his hand on my damp hair. His eyes were welling up too...

"Ash! Please! Don't make me go back in there! I can't handle another moment of being in there!" I cried while putting my head against his chest
"Mist, I-I'm sorry... I c-can't. I don't decide that. I'm s-sorry." He said trying to fight back the tears

I started crying even harder. I hugged him so tight that he couldn't get me off of him. He calmed me down and slowly walked me to the door. I didn't want to see that place again. Especially knowing that I wont see Ash again. I know I'd have Dawn with me, but it wouldn't be the same without him.
Two doctors grabbed me and dragged me into the cold place you call a hospital.
Ash stared at me with a scared look on his face. I turned away... I was full of anger. I felt like... trash. They put me back into my ugly clothes and threw me in my room... my ugly old room with nothing but a bed, toilet, and a picture of Ash, Brock, and I at
Delia's house. My room is just depressing...



I brought out something that I thought I would never bring out. Dawn's dagger...
It was a sharp and lethal knife. I took it out from under my bed... and put it against my throat... 

TO BE CONTINUED...

Mentally and Physically [Part 5]

A couple months went by... I finally get to see my family and friends again! 
I can't believe it went by that quick... But I'm glad I get to go home.
So I packed my bags and waited for Ash to come pick me up.
He came with his classic traveling clothes, a blue button up collar shirt with a black shirt under. And he had his red and black high tops he wore throughout his last time traveling.
"You ready?" he asks while getting out of Delia's car to get my bags
"YES! I can't wait!" I respond

So Ash packed my bags in the trunk and got in the back seat where I was.
He could have sat in the front seat, but I guess he was excited to see me.
After an hour of driving, we finally got to Ms. Ketchum's house where my sisters were waiting for me.

"OMG! Hi Misty! I haven't seen you... in like... forever!"said Violet
"I know right!!! It's been too long..." Daisy added
"Too long? More like WAY too long." Lilly responded
"Guys! Calm down... It's only been two months." I yell out to my sisters

Ash laughed then told me to come inside. His house was still the same, but it has always been pretty, petite, and well taken care of. While everyone else was in the kitchen, Ash and I stayed in the living room.

"Hey Mist, do you wanna hang out today? You've only got about 12 hours to be home." Ash asks
"Of course!" I yell in response

So we head out to go to the beach... It was probably the best time I had with Ash since we went our separate ways when we were ten. He ripped off his shirt and jumped in the cold water... I stayed out until Ash yanked me in. I got out quickly until Ash yelled at me to come back in. So I took off my top covering my bikini. I didn't really want to do that because when guys stare at me, I kinda get self conscious. And it happens A LOT.
But I did it for Ash's sake. So right away, Ash and I just had the best time ever.
He made me feel like... I was a normal person. We ran across the beach, collected the most beautiful sea shells, laid down while digging our fingers in the sand... 



We actually met some of Ash's friends while eating under the umbrella.
They were a lot different from Ash's usual friends. The girl he hung out with had Navy Blue hair with a Pokemon in her arms... and the boy was taller and had soft, Green hair.

"Hey Ash! Over here!" the girl yelled while running towards us
"Hey Ash, who's this?" the boy asked   
"Iris?! Cilan?! What are you guys doing here?" Ash asked in confusion
"We wanted to see what it was like in Kanto and Pallet Town..." she responded
"Well... welcome to Kanto! This is my Best Friend Misty. Misty, this is Iris and Cilan..." 
"H-Hey..." I mumbled as they looked at me in disbelief
"Ash, that's your friend?" Cilan asked with a smirk
"Heh... yeah. We've known each other since we were ten." he answered as he scratched the back of his head.

I knew what that smirk from Cilan meant, but I didn't want to give anything away.

"Ash is lucky to have her as a friend... she's beautiful." he whispered to Iris
"Ash, I think I need to get back to the house and pack my things. I think my counselor would be mad at me if I was late..." I said while blushing
"Y-Yeah... Iris, Cilan, do you wanna come?" he asked
"Sure!" They both responded



I didn't want them to come... They had just met me! I don't want to them to think I was crazy. So Ash and I got our shirts on and got all of our stuff ready. My shorts were all wet from the water, but I didn't care. I just wanted to get away from his two friends...
We got to Ash's house and Iris and Cilan said hello... I then got my bags unwillingly and got to the car. I just hope they weren't gonna think bad of me... I'm just mentally stressed... 

Mentally and Physically [Part 1]

'What am I doing here? Why is this necessary?' 
My mind focused on these questions as a pair of doctors led me to a small room. The feeling of being alone was creeping up to me, slowly seeping into my skin. It was becoming a reality. No... This can't happen! Why do I have to suffer like this!? Just because I said that no one understood me?! This was a clear example, right here! I'M STUCK IN A PLACE LIKE THIS BECAUSE THEY TOOK MY WORDS THE WRONG WAY!! 
...
Ugh, I need to calm down. Though it was eating me up inside just standing here with two idiot doctors, I knew I wasn't gonna get out of this place any sooner, not to mention what this place was. Adapting here would be hard though. Why WOULD I wanna adapt to a freak show like this? I mean, I'm not crazy, nor disabled. So, why am I here? Ugh, I wish I could ask my sisters that. They didn't even say a word to me. They're so stuck-up, I swear. 
The doctors told me to take a seat in the air sealed room. I scoffed, and looked at the metal seat tucked under a matching table with a light bulb stuck in the ceiling. It looked like an interrogation room in my opinion. They repeated themselves with a little more aggression in their voices that time. I sighed. Is this how they treat other people? I mean, if this is a place where insane people go to get rehabilitation, don't you think they would treat them with a bit more generous and caring attitude?
The male doctor with a decent sized, but awfully shaved goatee pulled a pencil - annoyingly without an eraser- out of the pocket on his coat and gave it to me. The female doctor gave me a raggedy paper and told me to write. Write down my feelings. Everything that has happened to me through the years of suffering.  All the stuff that I wanted to forget and wished to never happen again suddenly was all put on my paper, they said. 
"I'm not going to," I said, "unless you tell me why I'm here." 

The male doctor sighed, while the female gave me the 'you annoying-little-brat' look. They collaborated about it for a few minutes, then left the room only to come back with another paper with my name on it. The lady put in on the table with a nasty look on her face. Wow, I really pissed her off. I actually found it quite amusing, but I knew she'd get me back for it later. 

Read it, one said. I couldn't really tell which one said it, because they both had the same pitch of voice. Being the hothead I was, I scoffed again, then picked it up, observing the details carefully. On the paper, was printed in the middle of the paper: 

M.C.S 
Mental Care Society 

Name:
Misty Waterflower

DOB:
5/5/1997

Hair Color:
Red

Eye Color:
Turquoise 

Condition:
Suicidal - Lv. 2

.... 
So, this is why I was here...? 
My eyes widened as my hands slowly clenched into fists, starting the crush the paper. No... Not the tears... I screamed inside. I had already been crying my whole ride there, but crying now would make me seem weak. Helpless. Well, I was, but what was the point in showing it? Just so they would feel bad for me? These sick people already locked me in a mental hospital, since when would they ever feel bad for me? Since when am I suicidal? 
 Complaining would be useless in a place like that. All of the stupid doctors have no clue of what sympathy is. I'd feel terrible for the child who had a mother or father like that. I'm glad I never had parents like that. My parents were so loving to me. I loved them so much. My mother would always take me the ice cream shop where we'd sit at the corner of the street. We'd play this game together where we'd have to look for yellow cars. And, when someone found one, the other had to pay for the ice cream. Though, my mom always lost on purpose. My dad, on the other hand, always took me fishing. I loved fishing. It was always my passion since I was a little girl. They were the best parents I could ever ask for.
... Too bad they're gone... 
Being only 17, and having no parents was bad enough, but having my sisters completely change through the process of my parents passing was even worse. They have no idea how to take care of a kid. They didn't even care about me...! Pointing out the legitimate fact that I'm in a lunatic place like this proves my previous statement! I can't believe I dealt with them for nine miserable years of my life. Well, I did leave for a year and six months because I traveled for awhile, but, I don't like to bring up my past. It only brings me to tears. 
 At that point, I complied with them completely. They asked me questions that related to my 'suicidal' image, and I answered them truthfully and with complete kindness. They all scoffed each answer I gave them, which kind of made me irritated. Though I didn't show it until they said they didn't believe any answer I gave them. Something inside of me broke; I became utterly pissed, and I made the biggest mistake by yelling at them. 
They scoffed once again after my long lecture about how honest I was, and just forced me off my chair and pushed me into another waiting room with a bulletproof window. The window was thick, so I couldn't see much out of it besides the blurs of various doctors and patients walking passed me. I couldn't hear anything through the thick walls, which caused my fear to show. Dang it! The tears! Globules of salt water fell from my eyes and down my cheeks. I screamed, knowing that no one could hear me. Is this what depression feels like? My throat was burning and my emotions were overflowing. My sisters; my own blood locked me in a mental hospital. 
...

"If I scream, will anyone hear me?"  

...Now I understand... what this means...

After I was down with my hyperventilating and screaming, they led me to yet another room. This is your new room, they said. Nodding slowly, they opened up the prison looking door and let me walk in. They shut the door as I stepped in, causing me to flinch. 
Inside the room, there was a bunk bed. It was old and raggedy, and honestly I was scared to sit on it. A couple feet next to the bed was an old sink with a old toothbrush and used toothpaste sitting in it. And next to that was their nasty toilet. It looked like a prison indeed. 
... Hey... There was someone there in the bottom bunk. A girl. She seemed to be about my age, but I couldn't really tell since she was laying down, facing the wall. Her hair was was long, and was blue. Her hair color was definitely new to me, but my hair was a pretty rare color as well, so I didn't want to be a hypocrite. 
She turned her head slightly to get a view of me, then looked back at the wall. It was pretty rude in my opinion, but, she had problems, so it was whatever to me.
"Uh..." I looked at the small bag of my belongings in my hand, and walked over to the sink. I looked at myself in the scratched, plastic mirror, and sighed. Those ugly doctors put my in some hideous clothes. Ew...
The girl lying down looked at me again, this time, scanning my looks. She was creeping me out a bit. I turned around, and she widened her eyes when our eyes met, and went back to looking at the wall. I sighed. Should I say something?
"Uh... Hi, there..." I said hesitantly. The girl turned her head once again, looking at me with her peripheral vision. I waited for an answer, but instead, she shifted her body towards me, then sat up.
"Hello..." She said quietly. The girl was actually very pretty. Her eye color matched her hair color almost perfectly, and she had a shy-looking, light-skinned face. Her response shocked me. I thought she'd say something crazy, like every mental person says, but she actually seemed sociable.
She looked down at her feet, and asked shakily, "What're you in here for...?"  
"Oh, they think I wanna kill myself, but I don't..."
"...Oh." 
"I wish I could leave though... I don't belong here at all."
"That's what you think..." She looked up, leaving me a bit confused and irritated by her comment. "I thought I was fine before I came here too, but look at me now..." 
I stayed silent for some time, just standing there, letting her words sink in. Her, on the other hand, went to laying back down. 
"By the way, my name is Dawn... Dawn Berlitz." 
".... Misty... Misty Waterflower." I replied, a little shaken as the comment clicked in my head. She seemed really nice, but shy, and a little too smart for my taste. I guess that's what happens to the broken...
... I felt the same happening to me as well...

By the time I was settled down, and brave enough to sit on the top bunk, I tried looking out of the small window in our door from my view on the bed. Like all the other hallways, there were doctors, patients, and what looked like officers walking through the cold, creepy asylum-looking hallways. This must be a nightmare. Anything but this. Even a nightmare like this would be too much. Though this wasn't a nightmare, which made the situation worse. I never let out my emotions. Only a few times in my life have I ever let out my true happiness, but, the person that gave me that happiness was long gone... Ever since then, all my answers would make me seem stuck-up. Was Dawn right? Does this place actually change you? No, she couldn't have been right... I'm gonna be fine... That breakdown that I had in that room before I entered this one was just because I was complaining... right...?

It took me awhile to fall asleep that night, hearing faint screams and big corridor doors slamming didn't help at all. I cried almost the whole time, and I think Dawn noticed. I could care less at that point. All I knew, is that my life would take a turn for the worse. I was better off with my sisters. The sisters that made me be a Gym Leader when I didn't want to. The sisters that made me do everything. The sisters that made me sit in the Gym for hours on end waiting for a stupid trainer. The sisters.... that stuck me in this freaking mental hospital.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Never Forget

It's been years since I've seen her.. 
Who's this girl you say? Misty... Misty Waterflower... 
We've been best friends since we were ten... and we hated each other.. but in a loving way...
I know it's kinda oxymoron -ish type of sentence, but I think you'll get it.
This day changed my life forever. And this isn't some happy fairy tale either. So i'm telling you now before you read this.
Well it's been a year since I've seen Dawn, May, and Brock. So I went to visit them just to see how they were doing. And they all had happy things to say... just about Dawn's Buneary and how it's a model or something like that. And how May is becoming a great contest winner and how Drew is now her boyfriend. Then I went to visit Brock. He was trying to hide something... I knew he was. But whatever...
I wanted to visit the Cerulean Gym so bad... I wanted to see Misty and just have one of our chit-chats about the "Good Times." 
So that's where I went...
" *knock knock* hello?" I say while waiting for someone to open the door.
" Uh.. are you like... a challenger or something?" Daisy asked
"Uh... no. I was actually looking for Misty."
"She's not here..." She mumbled
"Oh.. well when is she coming back?" I ask
"You can like... go see her at this address..." she said handing me an address with a room number or something. It said:

13723, Cerulean Town 
#462 

So I leave and head out to find the address. And I notice apartment buildings in the distance.. *wow.. she has her own place now..* I thought *That must be it!*
But it was the wrong address... that's when I found the right number... My heart stopped and I felt like crying... *NO! This can't be the right address! There must have been some mistake!* I screamed in my head. 
Right next to the address.. it said.. 

CERULEAN TOWN CEMETERY
 13723, Cerulean Town

I didn't want to believe it... Where's Misty? Tears started flooding up my eyes...
*NO! THIS ISN'T TRUE!!* I kept repeating in my head
I slowly walked inside and started looking around. The first thing I saw was numbers and signs.

#1-200 right courtyard
#201-400 left courtyard
#401-600 center courtyard

*NO.NO.NO!!* I screamed in my head again... I went to the center courtyard to find my Best Friend... dead... I started crying and leaned on her headstone. I'm on my knees trying to get my mind strait... 

"No... Mist. T-this wasn't supposed to happen... I-i'm suppose to hold you in sickness and in health... for better for worse... and all that wedding crap.. t-this wasn't how I planned it..." I cried
"Mist, if you can hear me... I just wanna say that I love you... I should have stayed by your side.. and protected you... but I'm too selfish to... I'm in my own world trying to become a stupid Pokemon Master while their burying my BEST FRIEND!!!" 
I screamed out of frustration
I started to cry even more. Just knowing that the love of my life was dead because I wasn't there for her. I looked around the cemetery and grabbed flowers near the fence. I slowly put them down by her headstone... 
" *sniffle* B-bye M-Misty..."  



This story was inspired by my relationship with my uncle Chuck Valoria... He past recently and I had to let out all my feelings.
IN LOVING MEMORY OF CHUCK VALORIA... RIP.
ps.. sorry for killing Misty... I had to write a sad one too!

Competition [Part 6]

I finally woke up to see that I was in a hospital bed with an oxygen mask on my face. Something was hurting my rib. I lifted my blue emergency clothes to see stitches on my side. I had surgery.

How long was I asleep for? That was when Ash walked in with his black shirt and long pants he wore in Unova. He didn't even notice I was awake.. so when he came up to me, I closed my eyes. He grabbed my hand.. I panicked and quickly opened my eyes. That's when he took his hand off of mine in shock. 

"M-Misty?!" He said blushing

I couldn't reply because of that stupid oxygen mask on my face. I noticed his hair was longer and he had scratches, cuts, and bruises on his face.. 

"Misty.. you've been out for 3 days.. *rubs his wrist*" he said as he took off my oxygen mask

"Are you sure it's a good idea to take the oxygen mask off?" I ask in pain

"Yeah.. I missed you.. a-a lot." he whispered as he kept rubbing his wrist

"Ash, what's wrong with your wrist?" I ask with a shaky voice

"Uh.. it's nothing. I'm fine.." he said with the nervous voice he gave me when we went our separate ways.. I grabbed his wrist to see that he had a bruise around his wrist like a bracelet.. it looked real bad..

"W-what happened Ash?" I ask

"Uh.. lets focus on getting you out of here.. I've been worried about you" he replied with that nervous voice again.

We finally got home after an overnight stay at the hospital just to make sure everything was okay. I didn't really notice when we were in the emergency room, but Ash had a dislocated ankle. And he had to carry around crutches for a while. At least he only needs to keep it for a week. But I think the worst part of the night is when I realized Iris was still in Kanto. Ugh.. the nerves of that girl.. but.. at least Ash and I are still best friends...

Drew then called Ash into a room so they could talk.. what were they gonna talk about? About five minutes later, Ash walked out and called Iris.. my heart started pounding. But it calmed down as Drew came out of the room winking at me.

I was nervous to see what Iris would say to me.. I was trying to think of things to say to her.. but once again my luck ran out and she walked out of the room. She walked up to me giving me a glare.. but her glare faded and a smile arose.

"He's crazy for you.. go get'em!" She said

I smiled and hugged her.. that's when Ash came out.. smiling at me.. 

"Hey Mist! Come in here for a sec!" he said with a soft voice

And when I heard that.. I knew.. that it was the start of us.. 

Pokeshipping Forever...

Competition [Part 5]

"Ugh! How could MY Misty do that!" He yells from outside..
*I'm worried about her for one second.. and now she's trying to punch my friend in the face.. Ugh... hah.. that's my Mist. Always so jealous..* Ash says in his mind

I started thinking about what he said... MY Misty. I panicked.. I started to cry just thinking about Ash and I. Our friendship... ruined... gone.. forever.. I ran past Ash to the woods. I saw him staring at me. But then he shook his head and looked back.. 
MY Misty... MY Misty... I kept repeating that in my head. What did it mean? I sat against a tree far from Ash's house... just thinking. I was lost.. but I didn't care. 


                                         BACK WITH ASH :)
"She's taking a long time to get out of the forest.." He said to himself
"I'm worried.. I'm gonna go check on her Pikachu.. stay here.." He told Pikachu
"Hey Ash! Where are you going?" Iris asked as she walked outside
"None of your concern.. just watch Pikachu.. Okay?"
"Ugh.. okay."

I was sitting in the exact same place when I heard him coming. But once I heard him, I got up and started running. I guess he heard me.. because he started running too. I had no idea where I was going, but I didn't care.. I just wanted to get away from him. My luck ran out when I didn't see the river in front of me.

"Mist!!! Watch out!" Ash screams from a far distance

But it was too late. I slipped and fell into the lake. It was like I was in the Water Rapids. The rough water was bringing me under the water. I realized where it was going. A waterfall. I was terrified. Ash started sprinting my way. He didn't take a second to think and jumped in for me. He started swimming towards me. He grabbed my hand and put his arm around me. I was coughing.. bad. That's when the water started taking us under.. but Ash managed to grab onto a vine from a tree.. we got to shore and I was barely breathing. He looked at me and panicked. He was breathing hard too, but he put all his attention on me.

"Mist. *cough* can you hear me?" he said with concern
I didn't reply. I scarped my knee badly and I'm pretty  sure I had a lot of water in my lungs.

So with a hurt arm, Ash carried me to the Emergency. I was scared.. I felt like I was slowly loosing oxygen. Like there was no oxygen in the air... but Ash kept me going...
TO BE CONTINUED...






  

Competition [Part 4]

When I got home, I was ticked.. I had a bloody head because of that stupid Iris. But I know I couldn't mess with her. Ash would freak... so I gave her a break.

"Hey Ash, can I talk to you?" Iris asks Ash
"Uh.. Sure!" 

So they close the door and start talking.. I don't really know what they said.. 
IN PIKACHU'S VIEW:

"Ash.. I don't think Misty likes me.. she tried slapping me.. and she keeps giving me dirty looks.."  Iris lied

"Really? Well I don't think she'd do that, but I'll mention it to her.."
"Thank you Ash..."

OH THE NERVES OF THAT GIRL!!! I'm gonna do something about this! 
So I go into my room and tell May and Drew everything..

"WOW! That girl is crazy! She really did that?!" May shouted
"Shh.. May calm down.. we don't want Iris or anyone to hear." Drew whispered
"Too late!" Iris said while walking in.
"Ugh... what are you doing here.." I said
"Well since i'm leaving in a while.. I might as well tick you off now bloody red head."
"WHY YOU-!!!" I yelled while trying to punch her.
"Hey Mist I wanted to ask you--" Ash said while looking at me..
"Well... I guess that answers my question.." he says sternly while walking away.
"Wait! Ash! Ugh..."
"Oh.. my guy is waiting for me... BYE!" Iris says with a big grin.


TO BE CONTINUED...